I first learned about Esogetics &
Colorpuncture about 4
years ago (2006) while managing Stonehenge Rocks & Rituals,
a metaphysical store
in the Uptown area. When it first was introduced to me by Cornelia,
now one of my mentors, she had mentioned all these wonderful
(and fantastical) things that it could work on... like
depression... and all she utilized was colored lights!
Obviously, I was intrigued and excited [as well as very
skeptical] to hear more about it ... though part of me knew that I had been introduced to something amazing!
A few months had passed, and it was now time for me to
leave Stonehenge as I was originally brought in to help
the business become more profitable before it closed... and
well, it became more profitable, and hence, it closed.
Unfortunately, this left a huge void in my life... once
again. In the 6 months of me being at Stonehenge, I helped
to build a community that revolved around Stonehenge,
classes were being taught and groups were being held by
myself and other amazing people to aid others along their
spiritual paths, people stopped in to chat and say hello, as
well as so much more. The Stonehenge Community had become
like a family to me... but now it was done... just like many
of the other jobs that I had in the past. Once again, I felt
used up, spit out, and taken advantage of... and it hurt,
made me terribly sad... and I was very confused as to why
this was happening to me, yet again!
After a few weeks of being at home (and being utterly
depressed)... I came across a card on my desk for this
lady that had come into the shop that had told me about these
fantastical therapies, and I remembered how she had mentioned to
me that it could benefit people with depression (amongst a
host of other things)... so, I decided that it must be a
sign from the Universe to give her a call... so naturally, I
waited a few days, and finally, gave her a call
to see if she was for real. After talking with her a bit...
I decided to take the plunge and set an appointment.
I remember very clearly my drive from my home to
Cornelia's office. At that time, I lived in Apple Valley,
and as I drove up Hwy 77/Cedar, right before the bridge... I
remember looking at myself in the mirror and asking myself
"Seriously, a frig'n colored light is going to help make you
feel better in your head? You are really off your rocker!"
"How could a colored light, something so simple, be so
effective? If it was... everyone would know about it! So,
why doesn't everyone know about it?" "Maybe I should just go
home..." But then I thought, well, there is this nice lady
sitting there waiting for me to show up, and if I don't
show, that's not fair to her... and if it doesn't work...
then I will know that it doesn't, and I will tell everyone
else that it doesn't work.
I got to Cornelia's office, and she explained to me that
she was going to take a Kirlian photograph of my finger tips
and toe tips. She explains how to put my hands & feet on the
machine, then developed the photo. After everything was all
developed, she starts telling me about myself... from this
photo! I was completely blown away. She then had me lay down
on the massage table to do a "test" therapy on me to see how
I reacted to the colored light, and then we would take
another photo. During the therapy, she told me to close my
eyes, and try to feel the color, so I did... and weird... it
felt like some type of electrical charge was streaming down
a channel of sorts in my body! After she was done with that,
we then took another photo, and some things in it had
changed and then she decided on another therapy to do. While
she was doing the 2nd therapy on me in the session, I
remember feeling more relaxed... more comfortable... though
still not really knowing what was going on. At the end of
the session, we took one last photo, and she gave me this
"dream oil homework" to do every night before bed.
I then went home, and André helped me with the dream
homework that evening (as it was hard for me to do many
things myself due to a lot of achy pain in the body). The
next morning... I woke up, and the first thing I noticed was
that I didn't feel as gloomy and wasn't as achy as I
normally was when I woke up... then the second thing to hit
me was that I could look for another job and that the
employers who were offering employment didn't have to know
that I was looking at their jobs. This was a HUGE
realization for me, because after I left Stonehenge, I was
completely petrified of finding a new job as the new
employer might "abuse my talents". This huge weight was
lifted off my shoulders! It was amazing.
...Part 2... (Yes, there's more!)
